Ashton LIons

I'm such an idiot.

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What should I try to fix for dinner?

"Whoops? My insurance does not cover PMS."


I could watch this movie over and over and over.

In efforts to fun off the days frustrations, Tiko and I went for a run. It was great, but he isn't much of a running partner. He just laid down when he got tired. I tugged and tugged, but he wouldn't get up. So I snapped a photo just in time before he noticed a lady lab down the street. Then he stood up tall and continued to jog. Just like a guy :)

I really have nothing to report other than that. Tonight has been pretty chill.

It seems like I have abandoned this thing, but I haven't! I promise. Work has been really busy and I haven't been feeling well lately, but nothing can keep me down! I got another
tattoo!. This one is really special to me. My friend Nick had one just like this. I miss him. I'm still not used to the fact that he is gone. It's weird how things seem to get easier with time. One day you feel like you are going to die, but you keep trudging on day after day. Your body and mind adjusts.

My mind is all over the place today. I wish I could be excited about Thanksgiving. My crazy mother has insisted that I eat with her and her current fiance. Lord, help me. But I would really like to have another Thanksgiving dinner. Maybe something small with friends? Details will be discussed as soon as I figure things out. I just love waking up and watching the Macy's parade.

Even though things are crazy. Life is really good right now. I feel like a giggly girl, so excuse me if I smile too much. Tiko is getting so big! I wish I could freeze time and make him stay a Boxer puppy forever. He's keeping me in shape! We run everyday and man, he's strong.

Well that's my life status right now. Tell me yours!

Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
Or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?

So some high school jock decided to ram his mommy's BMW into my dying dearest car. I was just sitting at a redlight and then before I knew it, I was in the middle of the intersection with a car attached to the back of mine. I wanted to punch the little rich punk in his face, but he was scared enough. It was completely totaled of course. I guess the wreck just put it out of it's misery. I'm fine. A little sore still, but fine. The good news to all of this is that I got a newish car! It's a little CIVIC . I haven't figured out a name for it yet...but I'm working on it.

I hope everyone's Halloween went well. I was able to strut
THIS off for a little while. And now I'm sitting on my couch, finishing what is left of the Halloween candy. :D

Since it's getting close to Halloween...

Myrtle Beach what are you going to dress up as?

Any suggestions for me? Give me your best and your worst ideas. I need a laugh and a distraction. I've been considering batwoman...but that's a lot of leather.

Okay. So I've never been an impulse shopper...but I went into the pet store looking for little fish to buy and came home with him. He is a white and brown boxer with the sweetest puppy-dog face and spunk. I couldn't say no. His facial expressions just crack me up. I can tell exactly what he is thinking. I'm thinking about Tiko...like TKO. Total knock out. What do you guys think? Any suggestions?

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I'm not sure about the pet policy in the apartment and I'm not sure about your guy's pet policy either. I can easily leave him at my mom's place so don't be afraid to say no. What do you think? End

I am
drunk.

I don't know what to say. I feel like it's all a bad dream. I just want to wake up and everything to go back to normal. I don't know what life is going to be like without Nick. He's been a best friend for so long. He's helped me through so much and I keep thinking about his family and... I'm just going to keep cleaning my room.

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I REALLLY want a tattoo. I just don't know what to get. Any suggestions or people to go with me and hold my hand?

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